This heart won’t stop aching.
If I’m not a priority then why act like you care?
I thought I was in control by not replying to you. But it seems like you control me without knowing it.
You was my heaven, when did you become hell?
Now that I’m barely making effort, you want me.
You caught me with your love, then let go when you found better.
My dream to acquire you, fails every night. I open my eyes and cry just as much as I did when you didn’t love me anymore.
Aching for your love.
I’m in tears thinking about you. But I REFUSE to get in touch with you. If you truly cared you would’ve stopped me from walking away. You would’ve fought for us.
I tend to convince myself I’m moving on, but I just get better at lying to my heart for a few days. My heart starts beating and it aches for you. What do I do then? I just wish you were here. I wish you wanted to work it out like me. But you just don’t care. I want to lie to myself and think you care but you really don’t. So I sit here thinking of where we would be if we lived closer to each other. I miss you terribly.