I got used to us being so distant from each other even though we love each other..
Moving on is the hardest because that’s when you think of them the most…
I explained to you many times how you broke my heart over and over, how you hurt my feelings and lead me on. But no matter what I did, you just kept walking away.
We can’t grow up if we refuse to let go of being scared…
I won’t deny the fact that I still think about you. I know it doesn’t hurt me because you will try to make your way back into my life, into my heart, as always. But you should know by now that you never left me and I never let go of you. You’ve always been a part of me and you always will be a part of me, no matter who I love or settle down with in the future. You will be the one who truly holds my heart, now and forever. No matter how hard I try, I just can’t and won’t let you go.
We lie about our feelings because it is so much harder to admit the truth in this cold, cold world.
I’m so so so in love with you.
Being in love with you is like being on a rollercoaster every day.
I still think of our endless video calls we had everynight. I miss you.
I hope you break down when you realise I truly cared and loved you.