I thought I was in control by not replying to you. But it seems like you control me without knowing it.
You was my heaven, when did you become hell?
You caught me with your love, then let go when you found better.
I tend to convince myself I’m moving on, but I just get better at lying to my heart for a few days. My heart starts beating and it aches for you. What do I do then? I just wish you were here. I wish you wanted to work it out like me. But you just don’t care. I want to lie to myself and think you care but you really don’t. So I sit here thinking of where we would be if we lived closer to each other. I miss you terribly.
It doesn’t surprise me that you have not got in touch with me. Clearly you don’t love me but it’s just convenient for you to tell me you do. Your words will always be lies.
Am I the only one that feels like I lose my mind without the love of my life?
If you fill my mind and heart with love, I won’t go crazy baby.
Why is heartbreak the worst pain in the universe?
Every breath I take without you is like my lungs are drowning in water…
The words buried deep inside me, I have to live with them everyday.